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On A Serious Note
I've been in such a weird mood lately - just plain sad. I went through my computer today to clean up my picture albums and found some of my dad and the rest of my family. Life is too fucking short. It makes me feel hopeless sometimes. It just so happens I found these lyrics today by Ani Di Franco about September 11th, and I got chills. It's called "Self Evident" and it's kind of long, but a really good read and put things in perspective for me. I don't know if that makes any sense to anyone but me, but I'm really glad I found this today.
Self Evident
posted by JennJenn @ 6:49 PM
2 Comments:
I know what you mean Jen...I've been in one of those moods lately too. Moving to a place where you have no family & friends isn't as fun as I thought it would be! (Even if it is Vegas) I guess I just need to give it more time. But, life confuses me too. I'm sick of always worrying what people think of me & I just wish I wouldn't CARE anymore!!!! You know what I mean? Why can I just NOT CARE? I hate all this anxiety & depression I have inside of me & I sometimes feel like I just don't know what my calling in life is. I want to live my life to the fullest & have no regrets. Thats the best anyone can do, right? Live everyday to the fullest & make the most of it? Anyways...I love you & if you ever need a friend to talk to...I'm here!
PS: Please move to Las Vegas, okay thnxbyebye
Those lyrics are amazing. Ditto Bonnie's comment (except please move to Austin, not Las Vegas :)
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